34. But she still loves him until the END

Elea

I don't have a reason to stay in London anymore.

I should go back. This city left so many scars on me.

I don't tell my father about what happened. He might still think that the marriage is still going on.

I don't know how to explain it to my father. I'm not ready to see his crestfallen face.

Tonight is my last night. I just got back from my old apartment to pack my stuff.

And for my last night, I chose to go to the National Gallery.

My second home.

Where Niko and I first met.

Where I asked him to pretend to be my boyfriend to made Rey jealous. Its funny if I thought of it.

The National Gallery is the silent witness of my life.

My heartbreak, my happiness, my sorrow, and my love.

I wonder if Niko and I could meet if it isn't at The National Gallery.

But I believe the universe leads me to Niko for some lesson.

From Niko, I know that love is unconditional. My love for Niko is unconditional.

From Niko, I know I have to deal with my past before taking another step in life.

From Niko, I have to forgive and forgive everyone who hurt me. But the important thing, I have to forgive myself.

I have to forgive myself for everything i did.